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June 28, 2017

Readers share their cancer stories with Roadkill Goldfish

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It’s a club no one wants to talk about and no one wants to join. However, more than 1.8 million people from around the globe came together on Roadkill Goldfish to acknowledge their membership, share their stories and offer each other support.

I have been absolutely awed by the response “What your friends with cancer what you to know (but are afraid to say)” has received. When I wrote the post, I had no idea that it would touch so many hearts. I was simply writing about my personal experience and feelings about my cancer diagnosis and treatment; however, I soon learned that many others felt the same way.

Here are some of their stories:

My sister thought I was brave, but I wasn’t.
Megan’s story (Massachusetts)

I had papillary thyroid cancer 8 years ago… About 6 months ago, I was talking to my sister and she said, “You were so brave.” I loved that she thought I was brave, but I really wasn’t. Surgery and treatment were just the means I had to go through to collect the reward in the end.


After dealing with this by myself for so long, I finally broke down and cried tears of relief.
Margie’s story (Zimbabwe)

I have breast cancer and have been going through the whole program. .. All through this I have been telling my friends that I am fine and can get through all this without having to cry on shoulders, hide away, rely on anyone. This week I just fell to pieces and didn’t want my friends to know that, but they found out anyway. When I told them I feel very stupid for crying, they all tried to assure me that it was not a sign of weakness and then my very best friend in Harare, Zimbabwe sent me your link. I read it through the tears that were pouring out of my eyes. They were tears of relief really. All the tears that I had saved up over the months and months. Thank you so much for this piece. Now I know.


My friend won’t be getting a “call if you need anything” from me.
Andrea’s story (Illinois)

One of my good friends called me last week to tell me she had been diagnosed with cancer. I was thinking after the phone conversation that I didn’t say “call me if you need anything.” After reading your list, I am now glad I didn’t say that and will call her instead for a walk in the woods or afternoon tea.

 

I didn’t call because I didn’t want to bother them.
Harriet’s story (Texas)

I have had to face cancer with my husband and my mom, and have known of quite a few others with this monster in the past few years. .. I have a beautiful friend who had cancer before I met her and kicked its butt, but has been recently told she has advanced untreatable pancreatic cancer and is dying. She is brave and strong but is fading. When I read Kim’s statements about people saying call me if you need me I wanted to cry, because that’s what I say (and I mean it) and even with dealing with my husband’s cancer, people told me the same thing and I would have and did not call and ask anyone for help because I didn’t want to bother them. I cried because I say the same thing but if I don’t (and I never have) get called, I assume they have all the help or company they want or need. God forgive me….This information is great for any illness that anyone is facing, I learned to act and not wait to be invited to help out another person.


I still have cancer even though I don’t look sick.
Mikki’s story (Indiana)

Please don’t tell me that because I look fine I am cured. Or worse, those who even question I have cancer because I don’t look sick. I have two different types of cancer and one is not curable. I don’t need anyone telling me the doctors are mistaken because I look so good. Trust me; doctors do not go around telling people they have cancer just for fun. It is hard enough to deal with cancer when you have others say the doctors must be wrong because I don’t look sick. And worse, (yes this did happen and from my own mother!) don’t tell me I obviously don’t have cancer because otherwise I would be dead. Do you have any idea how that makes me feel?

 

My daughter still reaches out to others after her cancer death.
Marianne’s story (Illinois)

It is as though these words were coming from my daughter’s mouth. She died May 7 after six years LIVING with breast, bone, liver cancers. The fourth of six children, she ate healthy, rarely drank, did not smoke, exercised daily and should have had a long life. 41 is young. We were blessed to have her in our family’s journey. She was an awesome daughter, sister, wife, mother, friend, and is so deeply missed.

Her wish was to do a Celebration of Her Life. I wish you could have been there. Over 400 people there, joyfully, tearfully sharing her life with them. She continues to send us signs, yes, we believe, rainbows, angels, recipes of her favorite dessert in two new magazines, dork fish. When diagnosed with bone cancer, she promised a barren friend, same age, if she died before the friend got a baby, she would send her one. One week. May 14, baby Owen on his way. Now two months old. So sad.

 

My friend has kidney cancer; please pray.
Candace’s story (Kansas)

This article came at the right time for me; I have a very close friend to me that is dealing with a very aggressive kidney cancer. She is only 33 and a wife and mother to 3 children…. She was the best friend I needed and it turned out she needed me, too! She is a wonderful woman- brave, loving, daring, inspiring, dedicated and outgoing! So much I could say about her! I guess what I do wanna ask the most for is, please pray for her!! The doc told her she is terminal. Please put my friend on a prayer list! I love her so much and I know one day I’ll have to love her from a far…


“Brave” implies that we had a choice and decided to pick the harder path.
Emilie’s story (Holland)

I really appreciated the article that you posted about people dealing with cancer, and although I don’t have cancer, I really connected with what the you had to say because I deal with chronic illness.

One of the things that pisses me off most in the world is when people label others who are fighting a disease as “brave.” “Brave” implies that we had a choice, and decided to pick the harder path. There really is no alternative, unless it is something way sh_ttier than the treatment, but really, who is going to pick something like that?

My other big issue with the word brave is that it implies that the world is so intolerant of those who are not healthy or perfect- which it can be. Someone might see a girl struggling through chemo who lost her hair and think- “Oh, she is so brave.” But why does she have to be brave? Because society is intolerant and shies away from all things unwhole? I do feel like brave can apply to people battling illness in some ways though. If they go above and beyond what they need to do on a daily basis in order to raise awareness or share their story, then I think that they are brave. They had a choice and elected to do more than necessary for the bettering of society.


We’re living overseas and my preschooler has leukemia.
Jeff’s story (Belgium)


A friend of mine shared your post which I shared on Facebook. I’m a US citizen currently living in Belgium and my three year daughter has leukemia. She was diagnosed in May and we are getting excellent care. Cancer is hard enough as a family, but it also adds a layer when you are an expat. Through all of this, we will be stronger and better.


This is harder for my family than it is for me.
Diane’s story (Texas)

I have tried to put into words this very sentiment for SO very long. I am strong, but you don’t see the tears on purpose. I know this is harder for my family than it is for me, I know I will be pain free and taken care of eventually, possibly sooner rather than later. I cry, but if you see me cry, how much worse does that make you feel. So I laugh instead, I make jokes; I pretend to feel fine when I want to crawl in a dark room and pull the covers over my head. Spot on, great job!! Good luck.


Caregivers feel like they have to be strong, too.
Bonnie’s story (Maryland)

Thank you for taking the time to write this. As the wife and caretaker of a stage 4 lung cancer patient, I’ve thought these thoughts a hundred times, but have not made the commitment of time to put them “on paper.” Why? I think you said it….I always want to appear strong…for myself – for my husband. Even when I’m screaming inside. So thanks for saying what needed to be said!


After loved ones’ deaths, I learned to never take anything for granted.

Rich’s story (California)

I made a lot of mistakes with my brother’s cancer, I did a few things different with my mom’s cancer and my sister’s cancer. I got to be somewhat of an expert with my friend’s cancer. Sorry to report, none of them made it through this horrible disease. A couple of things that I have learned. Never take anything for granted, tell the people in your life how important they are to you and have a sense of humor. Thank you for writing what you did, it no doubt helps future patients and friends.


I wanted to be as normal as possible.
Bruce’s story (Indiana)

One thing I told everyone after my treatment was over and I had won, is I did everything I did for that year, to be as normal as possible. I didn’t want sympathy, I didn’t want understanding, because few could, I just wanted to be treated like I was before all that mess started. I was still a human being with things to do, a family to take care of and a job to do. Thank God and dozens of prayer warriors, all my doctors and nurses, I’m here to share this with you. You will be, too, just hang tough, trust God, your doctors and nurses. You’ll make it.


Whatever time we do have, we need to enjoy it.

Jamie’s story (Georgia)

Cancer can prove to be quite challenging as we all live in fear that the cancer could come back. However, whatever time we do have, we need to enjoy it.

I don’t procrastinate as much, and if I want to do something, I do it. Life is a gift and I’m trying to do new things all throughout the year such as going kayaking with my breast cancer support group. They are talking of going and I definitely want to be on board. I don’t take anything for granted as I know life could change so quickly. I wish you the best and will be praying for you. I had 4 founds of chemo + 33 radiation treatments, but feel God has healed me. I remain positive and try to encourage my fellow survivor sisters as you have to believe as you continue on your journey. God Bless You.


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